not really disoriented, but maybe just a little lost.
i don't why, i kept feeling stressed out.
it's summer holidays, why should i feel that way??
then i thought of something.
it happened a long long time ago, a time that i really want to forget, but i can't.
the two of us just came back from somewhere, we managed to enter without the access card.
got to the place, and waited damn long for the door to open.
i was wondering why, maybe it's the toilet? or the kitchen?
the door opened, shock and surprise were evident.
the two of us went in, and there is the one i kept stressing over.
just woke up, looking groggy-eyed.
surprised.
but, what can i do?
with the state of things then, ANYTHING would only result in an ugly end.
so, friendly exchange.
out with the stresser.
birthday present was the reason, exhaustion was the excuse.
what i remember now, there was no activity then.
how is that possible?
when i was there, the laptops were always on, never turning away.
which makes me wonder now.
what happened?
right timing? or bad timing?
i feel so f***ed up right now.
wanna talk abt it.
but not now. that's why i'm here.